-Sitting at the table after dinner, pulling out my new pen and starting to write- It’s been a while since momma sat down and wrote. Guess you could say we have been busy preparing for your arrival. We haven’t even figured out colors, themes or even names. But apparently we have done everything else. You two have no idea how loved you will be. You daddy is presently making you bedroom sets with his friend #Max from work. Each will be unique to each of you. Something girly for one and boyish for the other.
-Lifting my head to gaze out at my family, my pack, my husband and my love. All soon to be growing. Soon to be bigger. And nothing made me happier-
Momma has grown a bunch, her belly is big enough now to hold a plate of food. Which…I have never done -chuckles for a moment before continuing- Ok ok. Maybe once or twice. But either way. One of your little seamonkies kicked the whole plate of food over. A tear was shed that morning. -Lightly tapping my stomach- You two are growing as well. When we saw your ultrasound last week, you no longer looked like little beans. You were actual little humans.
Little humans. Babies. I wouldn’t be a new mother if I wasn’t a little scared right? This is what I’m telling myself every time something pops up. Like what if I drop one of you? What if I mixup your peanut butter with jelly or nuttella and you get so mad you hate me? A million things go through mommas mind most days. I\m glad your Daddy is around to help. I know I couldn’t do this on my own. I’d be so confused and….I don’t even wanna think about it
The next couple entries will be of people in your life that you will meet and hopefully cherish as much as we do.
We love you to the moon and back forever seamonkies
Dad and Mom
~FYI Momma is avoiding sugar to prove to daddy she loves him more than her sweet sugary lover. So sorry in advance for all the veggies and things~